just feel like shit

i haven't put anything on this in a while. And really i have no excuse for it. I make up excuses for too much stuff sometimes and i need to cut it out. As for the title that pretty much sums it up. I'm not sick in anyway possible, just feel like shit. I haven't done anything wrong to be ashamed of, at least I don't think so. I just feel like ass. Like i can laugh and joke and have a good time but then its back to shit in like 2 mins. I don't know what it is, I've just been in a funk. Feels like I can't do anything right. I don't want to say im depressed or anything, but it could be. I cant remember being happy without going out or drinking. Its just been shit even though i have nothing to feel like that about. My situation right now is good, great even, but i still feel like my shit is all turned upside down. I would usually tell myself to stop bitching and suck it up. Ive felt this waya few times before, but never for this long. Hopefully I can figure it out.

-peave & love