I dont know why i get so nervous, at times but i do. Whether it be from basketball to schoolwork to girls, i get nervous. I over analyze way too much instead of just reacting. Whether it be the fear of screwing up, getting a bad grade or getting rejected, it always lurks like a silent killer in the back of my head, waiting for that one shining moment where I think that im in the zone and then it strikes like an assassin. It leaves my body paralyzed and lets my brain go a thousand miles an hour with my life flashing before my eyes as everything fades to black in only a few seconds. Then later that night I toss and turn as what I really wanted to do or say comes to me before i sleep leaving me up before i eventually pass out. Its really not a good habit, especially with the girls. Its like I just freeze at times and then before i know it she leaves before the words can come out of my mouth. This song just somes it up for me. I just got to stop being nervous and figure it out. I mean there is this one girl but i doubt it will happen, hopefully it will, but for now i just got to deal with it.
- peace & love
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